Saving Myself: "Ten More Years It Is"

The night crept along the side of my shoulder
Embodied every shimmer of moonlight
The coldness, i shuddered
It began to consume me and held onto my voice so tight

"Is it that the world has become one full of blackness?", I asked
Or have i been destroyed ? is this just pure madness ?

My thoughts become blurred
Distorted with fog
White silhouette of a face, pale. In every sense
Polluted and my breath, reeked of smog

Signs of dementia
Psychotic enigma
O' how i resembled a dog more than a man

What has become of me?
During this 20-year lifespan

The moon was at its peak
And my skin began to itch in pain
In this distance, i heard children
My veins began to thump as every chuckle went against the rain

The swings swung back and forth in motion
The wind caressed the side of my face and i began to shiver
But a man stood there and my mind began to convulse into mental erections

A part of me said, "Go to him"
Yet, another forced me to run away

Tear stricken face.

Am i destitute to forever stay in this place?

God save me as i penetrate and hide behind pitiful lies

This part of me - how i hate him

A man full of sin i must cage him

Father, Where art thou?

Mother, your voice is lingering

Where is my innocence as I walk so many miles?
Distaste in my heart i saved myself but there was never a child

The horizon began to glimmer shades of gold
My eyes squinted beyond what was coming
BEHOLD! A savior in the distance
And so the story is told