through your perception

When you look towards the sky , what is it that you see ? Do your eyes become blurry and distorted with the vast emptiness of the blue-ness. Is it that you yearn to reach it all rather than coming to the understanding that you can only see but so far ? You believe that we are cursed with peripheal vision . I believe we are only blessed to see what lies right in front of us.







Now these days, I have come to the option of adopting the same way you process reality. Can I be the same man you are ? How love and hatred alike have brought us to this point. At times, I feel indefinite and unsure whether or not you see the purity in my love for you. What is it that blinds you really? I have come to the conclusion, though, that it isnt me who blinds you . Rather, it is you who blind yourself with the same fold you were blinded with as a child.





The significance, however, is that reality is both sick and twisted because it is how you have chosen to live your life. I become conflicted at times, and almost forced to live in that reality of sick and twistedness as well, only in hopes of changing the perception you were forced to reside in. I give it my all really, every single day. What is really sick though, is that I refuse to give up on you as did everyone else. Because indeed, i am not everyone else. I am fully determined and prepared to endure more of what I have and continue striving for what is plainly in sight.





One day though, I promise you, you will realize it too. To look beyond the destruction and beyond the inhumanities of life as given to us. The reason for living is to see beyond those demons and one has not lived until you see the purity, blockading the evil.






"in each of us two natures are at war ; the good and evil. all our lives the fight goes on between them, and one of them must conquer . but in our hands lies the power to choose . what we want most to be"