mental terrorism

We approach the break of dawn
And the shadows begin to fade into the light
What is the difference , the difference between sunshine and night ?
Because I have gone blind
Corrupt causes of the tricks you’ve played w. my mind
Am I destined to this fate
Or is it just I who have become insane
How much longer can I hold in the pain ?


As you struggle to mend the wounds
When baby maybe I’m the only fool
What is the difference, the difference between reality and a dream
Can you really mold something out of nothing ?
And pull the stars together and make them into the sun
Because I wonder how to do it when I feel so undone
I maybe lost in translation
but you’re the cause of the blood rushed anticipation


Listen to me clearly
And maybe you’ll hear me
What is the difference then, the difference between love and hate
One day when I wish you were gone
I’ll realize that maybe this isn’t fate
I’m tired , tired of the emptiness
The sun shines in the window
And I sit here fighting the loneliness


I’m somewhere, somewhere in the thickness of the air
Laughter fills the room and in comes the monster, do you even care ?
What is the difference, the difference between your world and mine
Is it that you make me choke on the word hope
And the proof is on my neckline
I’m sorry if its how you live your life, and it is I who has stayed for change
Amusing how love became so strange , when all I’m waiting for is to feel the flames

So what happens now ?
When I’ve already walked a thousand miles and I wonder how
So what is the difference, the differences between my words and my heart
Your answer is absolutely nothing because I wont let you tear us apart
Maybe im wrong or maybe just strong
So what happens now, what happens now